Been awhile....

I haven't wrote all week. Just didn't feel like it. I've been semi depressed missing Kyle! He comes home in a few days so the excitement is increasing!! Oh has it been a LONG week! The girls were absolutely horrible this week. They have been fighting, crying, wining, and getting in to things they know not to. I know that they may be reacting to daddy being gone in their own way, but oh does it make it harder for me. I have no friends here yet and no family to give me a break! I get so stressed. It's only worse because school is out for the summer. It only makes me dread Kyle's 7 mo. deployment in Feb.! But, this is good practice to get a "game plan" on for these crazy kids. They have to learn to listen to me and when I say NO...I mean NO!!! This weekend went by so slow. We got ready to get in the pool twice...yes twice....and both times as soon as we got settled (sunblock, floaties, rules, etc.) here comes a darn storm! Then today I told them no pool due to the weekend experience and not a darn cloud in the sky!! Go figure! Oh well..you win some you lose some!! Well I better go...gotta get some sleep! I have hardly slept the 2 weeks he's been gone! Wish me luck! ♥

Totally bummed today...

Kyle left at 4 am this morning for FEX training until the 26th. Normally the first few days are ok, but he left today, a Saturday!! We always do things together or with the kids on the weekends. So, I feel like I'm off schedule today. It just don't feel right! I hate when he leaves! I don't have anyone to talk adult talk to! I'm really missing him already too, and its only been 4 1/2 hours! I think it makes it harder because he really didn't want to leave. He came in and hugged and kissed me 4 times!! I could tell by the look on his face and his touch that he was going to miss me! It touched me! It's nice to know after 8 years together that he can still miss me!! I felt so loved when he left this morning. So, that is a good start to the next 2 weeks, I guess! Maybe me and my girls will hang in the pool today!! Gotta keep my tan up for our FL trip when he gets back!! My brother Micheal is visiting and we are going to stay 2 nights in FL. YAY! It will be a good ending to the training trip! I also have the task to get Gracie potty trained. Boy, is she a hard one to train. I've been trying for 6 months!! Kyla trained in 1 darn day!!! Of course, Kyla was always my "easy" one! Grace has been hard on me since conception, really! I had SEVERE morning sickness with her, followed by placenta previa, followed by growth redardation (I stopped growing with her at 34 weeks), follwed by being born with Stickler's syndrome and Pierre Robin Sequence(with cleft palate), followed by several hospital stays, and so on and so on......you get my drift right! hahah! She's a handful, but she truely is my miralce baby!! I prayed for another baby, and I got her. God didn't want her to be perfect, and honestly, neither do I! She is spunky and a rebel!! It's cute until she tries it with me!! hahah! Well I better end this...I feel like I'm rambling on and on...so unitl next time.....

Blogger Virgin...

Well, I guess I'll join the million of others who blog! Hahah! I'm hoping that this helps me a bit. It can be very hard to be a military spouse, and we don't always have someone there to listen to our day or our frustrations. We are left behind alot with the kids! Which is fun, but you miss those times when something is really bothering you and you can just blurt it out and be done with it! ;) So, this is going to my talking time in adult language! Hope you enjoy my blogs and please feel free to post comments.